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hmmm.

with all the match fixing rumors going around, honestly, i was quite disturbed by it. but i was just thinking…what if it’s real.. what if japan is really like that. what if japan really fixed the match. then i saw the comments from all the youtube and the facebook, i was like… omg, all the comments are so mean. and to me, i really thought maybe japan shouldn’t have lost the fourth set. then i was there, i was like, what happen to saori. she really wasn’t playing well at all that game. but then i concluded this.

rumors has it. hahaha. rumors always come round and round. you cant stop rumors. unless really, the match fixing thing has concrete evidence and all, i will definitely stop supporting japan. and i will have no team in particular to like. but i will definitely don want to believe in rumors. and at this point, i guess supporting japan had gone a step harder. because like i always said, they aren’t the best and strongest team around.. with this controversy, maybe supporting japan is harder. but seriously.. this is what i think. bear with me i just need to get this out. haha.

if the whole thing is really not fixed, i would really regret for not believing in the team i believe in. japan need all the support now because everyone doubt them. everyone forget how inspiring they are and how they managed to beat USA and Brazil and all the strong and tall teams 3-0 and they win. like other teams, they train hard too. like other teams, they train to win too. like other teams, they also deserve some support and all. i believe that every team have a inspiring story. every player like to dedicate their victory to someone. but i really cant thank saori for being that inspiring player to me. i cant thank saori enough for being optimistic and all. and this is getting too long and may deserve another post. haha. but well let’s stop here for now.

and i wonder, everyone is dedicating this fault to japan. if the match is really fixed, why no one blame anything on serbia. if the match is really fixed, why choose takeshita to serve all the out balls. when service errors from erika is always more often and this wont raise any controversy if the match was really fixed. if it was fixed, why did takeshita service error being right from the start and not before that. they are blaming it on erika balls being blocked. why no one give credit to the blockers and honestly, erika is getting blocked quite often.. at least from the games i saw last time. people blame it on saori because she wasn’t playing well. haha in my opinion, which i was disappointed too, i think she was totally off form that day. why did mannabe not change her out. i want to know that too, but she have this presence thing for the japan team. remember the match where mannabe changed saori for sakoda for asian championship, because saori was totally off form. then the japan team instead of winning, become damn disorganised. he had to change saori back in instead. i just thought mannabe should change sakoda in that day.. he should have more faith instead. But don blame a player for not playing what she can do that day seriously.

when all said, if japan serbia match was really fixed, i will definitely clear my cupboard. i will have to forget the impact saori had on me. but now, i decide to support them, and like what my bud said, not let anything affect my opinion.

And now I choose to believe in Japan. And support them and I know something, you can’t discredit a team like that. For all they have done all these while. So GO JAPAN!
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(: moment of my life!

Japan was awesome. I mean the team this time. Although a lot of mistakes, but they are still the awesomest team ever. Because all they had done before, all the tough matches they won. How inspiring they are. And how saori is still playing for her dead friend and still dedicate every victory to her.

That’s why I’m a supporter. They aren’t the strongest toughest team! But they are the best team to me! (:

Go Japan! For grand prix and Olympics! I know you all will create miracles again! (: be that inspiring team! (:

And Japan itself is awesome. ESP with the company of my dearest buddy. She’s an awesome roomie and a great company throughout the vacation. (:

Till we see again hello kitty land (:

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oh gosh, im soooooo excited!

:D 

5 more days to seeing saori! AND GREAT VOLLEYBALL MATCHES!

3 more days to LEAVING SINGAPORE (: 

12 WHOLE DAYS OF GETAWAY! :D

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wowwwwww. hahaha i am the luckiest girl with the best besties around. :D

wowwwwww. hahaha i am the luckiest girl with the best besties around. :D

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Haiz think that all past year papers are a scam.

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just got to blog this…hahhaha

oh my exams exams. 

get it over and done with. 

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eh hello omg im not a thai…. but……

i spotted my ‘wife’ here. omg…. and to think i got her jersey. omg. hahahhahaahah. it was like damn long ago.combine school was when i was 17?! lol. she is the pink side no. 9. 

and omg at the pink side no.5 isn’t she that that that girl in AUG. she lost SO MUCH WEIGHT. hahahah and if you spot deeper, lol, karina is no 12 blue side. hahaha at her hair. 

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HEY OMGGGGG MY BIRTHDAY BROUGHT THEM LUCK? :D 

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You can’t change what you can’t change.

Take things easy sometimes. Know what you are working for.

Learn from mistakes and make sure you don get crazy over it.

Mistakes are for you to learn.

Gambatte!

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